| So everything has gone to shit and I hate life....Blah.I am emo again and go around being depressed and hide it with the I'm thinking bullshit.I know.So I haven't been on here in like 7 months.Wow!Long ass time.I miss it.Last time you heard from my I was dating Stephen Krafft.Well that of course is over and I feel like a whore.I have had so many times since I broke up with him.My back hurts.>.<.Right now....I wish that I was dead.I know I need to get over myself but then again I don't want to.I like being able to express myself once in a blue moon.Other times it is just uncomfortable.I cut my hair.Woot.Oh and it's red.Lol.I know you are all use to the black.Oh well sorry loves.I miss the black so much though.Like O.M.M. miss.But this is ok.I plan on making is dark blonde again.We will see how that goes though.LOL.I miss my Kylie and my Casey.Casey is my one and only no matter what happpens I'll always love him.No one can take his place.He is uber special to me.I didn't get to say goodbye to him before he left.Even when I was dating Jeremy,Casey was my Tall One.The guy who was always there for me no matter what.I want him to come and see me.I'd do anything just to have him call me and be like,"Melinda I miss you."I know I would cry If he did,but I want to hear that man's voice.*sigh*I need to update you more often.I am at the point of saying fuck it I'm gone.Well I loves you guys and will finish talking later.*HUGGLES*
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| I so can not wait til Sunday!You kno why?It's my birthday!! |
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| Time for a new one I think.lol.Anywayz I am at my uncles and having the best time.I love visiting my number 1 friend/cousin Rachel!My other cousin is getting married tomorrow to her girlfriend.Yesh you heard me her girlfriend and I get to be there.I can't wait.I love visiting everyone.Played alot of DDR and going to play more.Bothered Barton...Hehehe....I made him go on a walk with me.It was fun.Did alot of talking and he wanted to push me into the Gulf which was kinda mean but I warned him that he would go in with me and he ended up not pushing me in.There is a creep guy here who well is very creepy.Anywayz that's about it.I loves you all goodnight! |
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| Ello peoples.Here comes the moment when I want to bawl my eyes out.Once agaijn I was lied to and lead on by the one and only Jeremy Dixon.Why do I love that kid?He's an ass to me and yet I take it and push it to the side cause I love him.Why is it we love?I don't kno,but fuck this shit.I'm moving on.I have to try at least.I need to make myself happy.I'm tired of crying.I have this saying and it has come in effect til now.It's no one is worth your tears and the one person who will be won't make you cry.I've been able to think on yea it is on big deal,but with him all I want to cry.I miss him.God I love him.This is going to be hard,but it's better off this way.I hope I can finally be happy again.I think I will.I've noticed how much me and my best friend neglect each other when we have boyfriends.Mostly she ignores me,but yea.I miss the old days.Were boys were icky and had cooties.Lol.See starting to smile already.That's one smile closer 2 happiness.Not much has happened.Just pretty much been bored these days.I got Becca a kick ass blade thing for her birthday.It has this funny name that I don't kno how to spell.I liked it and it was what she wanted so yea she got it.Oh and we have a Foamy dvd.No one told me.I found out a lil bit ago.I was all like:.....O.M.F.M......I loves Foamy he is funny.If you have never heard of him the website is www.illwillpress.com.Hehehe.I loves that squirral.Yea I kno I'm weird.The single life is kinda good.I kinda am like what to do.I'm not use to it.Like I have only been single 3 weeks,but that is good enough for me.I feel good about myself not jumping into a new relationship.Yea.Anyway.Yea that is pretty much it.Well I'm going to get going.I loves you all and that you for listening to me complain and be emo like.Well thank you to the few who really read these things.I loves you!
 Melinda |
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